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To my mom Puan Hasnah binti Kasim thank you so much mom for everything, actually I don't know where to begin, I don't know what to say, thank you is a very small word that I can said to you for the sacrifices you make every day for me, from you warm hugs to your reassuring smile and everything has made my life worthwhile.  Mom, for all the times I didn't thank you either because I was to young, too busy, or just didn't find the words, today I thank you for all you have done for me.  

Now that I am older and will get married soon, I realize more and more everything you did, everything you gave, and most important is everything you stand for and I love you and thank you with all of my grateful heart.  I know I will never been able to repay you for what have you done to me and to all my siblings, I will always thank to you mom, every single thing that u do.
 
Mom whenever I am in trouble I ask my heart ‘What should I do?’ Every single time it replies ‘Do what your mother would tell you to’. Mom, thanks for being my guiding light, thank you for your advice even sometimes i refuse to hear that because of my ego but after I stay alone and i think back what you said to me I realize that your advice is right, it just I'm to ego and fool to follow it, but at last I follow what you said because what you said is true and right.


I have always wondered how it would feel to receive a touching note from my kid, thanking me for being a good mother. While I wait, I don’t want to keep YOU waiting any longer, so I write this entry for you mom, even though I know you will never read this but I believe ALLAH know my feeling towards you, I believe you will know I dedicate this to you one day, either in this world or others world. Thanks for everything mom.


WITH MY BONDA TERCINTA PUAN HASNAH BINTI KASIM


p/s: buat bondaku tercinta semoga sentiasa diberi n dibawah rahmat ALLAH S.W.T. sentisa diberi kesihatan yg baik, dipanjangkan umor, dimurahkan rezeki, sentiasa diberi hidayah, dan ditempatkan di syurga yg teratas sekali di alam sana nanti, semoga mak and ayah dpt tgk anak2 semua kahwin, dpt tgk anak2 berjaya, dapat tgk cucu2 and semoga saya diberi kesempatan untuk berbakti.....SAYANG MAK!!!!! 

SOON DECEMBER 10 2016

This year target achieve ahahaha....I'm going to get married this December, In Sha ALLAH,,,,,sbb x ramai yg tgk blog ni so I reveal kt sini dulu before I let everybody know hahaa,,,mesti orang fikir asal suddenly sangat ni, tetibe je announce nk kawin kan...actually x da laa suddenly pun, we all dh kenal more than a year, kawan2 tak de feeling2 so one day kita org cerita2 n decide nk kawin bila both of us malas nk bercinta beria2 mcm muda mudi dulu because both of us realize bercinta beria pun x kemana so malas nk bercinta then kita decide ape kata kita terus kawin, dlm setahun ni kita kenal laa betul2 n bercinta laa dlm process nk prepare nk kawin bulan 12 ni, nk elakan maksiat bnyk sngt bila bercinta so kita decide nk kawin, dlm prepare ni pun, we all decide nk jumpa if nk pg beli barang nk kawin, tempah baju n penting2 jee, dating betul2 tanpa tujuan yg penting after married eheheh....hope ni laa jodoh ALLAH untuk saya, after a few experience dgn lelaki2 lain....

I realize if we want it jodoh dr ALLAH kena laa ikut syariat ISLAM, n one day i read one USATAZ post kenali jodoh anda n I always pray that i get a man yg serius ajak kawin, kenal2 kejap n nk bercinta lepas kawin, n Alhamdulillah ada jgk akhirnya, n hope this plan comes true hihihi....n this happen after dgr ustaz kazim kata kalau nk jodoh yg kita inginkan baca yasin tiap2 hari lepas solat, n i do it last year, n Alhamdulillah I get what i want this year, even though x terjadi lg tp doa sy semoga ini lah yg ALLAH berikan utk saya.....

 KENALI JODOH ANDA:
1. Jodoh dari Syaitan :
Kamu berdua berkenalan, berpegangan tangan dan terus buat maksiat.. Akhirnya si wanita mengandung baru kamu menikah.
2. Jodoh dari Jin :
Kamu berdua berkenalan, kamu suka pada dia, tapi dia tidak suka padamu.. Akhirnya cinta ditolak dukun bertindak, dan juga akhirnya dia mau menikah denganmu.
3. Jodoh dari Allah S.W.T :
Kamu berdua berpandangan mata, yang akhirnya menusuk ke kalbu, Kamu meminang dia, dan dia menerima pinangan kamu, dan kamu berdua menikah... InsyaAllah kekal hingga akhir hayat, dan itulah yang di katakan syurga cinta.


FIRST TIME SY REVEAL...SBB X BNYK FOLLOWERS KT BLOG AND X RAMAI YG BACA SAYA TAU IA AKAN KEKAL RAHSIA HEEHHE....
MOHD FAIZAL BIN ABDUL WAHAB

KISAHKU


INI BUKAN JODOH INI BEST FRIENDS OR MY BROTHER GITU BUT WE ALWAYS KENE GOSIP DGN KAWAN ALSO FAMILY BUT FOR ME SELAGI KAMI TAHU HATI KAMI MACAM MANA WE ALWAYS REMAIN AS A FRIENDS.....(^__^)






Setiap hari perkataan jodoh tu sentiasa je berada di hadapanku, samaada aku tengok post orang dekat fb, or bila borak dgn kawan or family pasti ada terselit pasal jodoh kawin n seangkatan dengannya.  Bagi aku soalan yang orang tak bosan nak tanya adalah pasal Jodoh, sama ada jodoh yang tak datang, baru datang or hampir berakhir.  Begitulah jugak dengan kisah aku, soalan yang sentiasa ditanya lagi lagi bila dh berumur 27 tahun, setiap gadis aku rasa bermulanya umor 25 tahun kene siap sedia mental dan fizikal dengan soalan2 dari semua orang sekliling kita berkenaan dengan jodoh.

Soalan yg biasa kita dengan dari semua orang ialah "Bila nak kawin"?.  Wahai penanya soalan kalau lah saya tahu bila jodoh saya, siapa jodoh saya senang la jugak nak menjawab soalan kalian tu, kalau saya mampu nk jawab soalan kalian tu dah lama dah saya jawab, senang tak da siapa yang akan sakit hati dengan jawapan sakrastik saya kadang2, contoh ayat sakrastik saya "Tanyalah ALLAH kenapa tanya saya", tau kenapa saya jawab mcm ni sebab jodoh ni rahsia ALLAH thats why setiap soalan berkenaan jodoh ni tak da sapa yang mampu jawab sbb hanya ALLAH yang tahu, kita ni just boleh berusaha untuk mencari, berkenalan, berusaha untuk mempertahankan tp yang lain semua atas kehendah ALLAH S.W.T.

So to all my friends, family and strangers out there don't asked this kind of question, sometimes we already try our best to meet someone, to know someone but still that not our destiny so we only can wait the right person come to us.  And maybe that question hurt your friends or that person heart.
And in my opinion its very important for you who single try to enjoy your single life, don't think to much about JODOH, as long as u try your best knowing someone so it okay for me because it show that you already try to find your soulmate.

Hikmah Atas Ujian ALLAH S.W.T.



kurus x saya....(jangan tertipu) hahahahahaah


After a few months today sy update kembali......last entry saya pasal my femur fracture, dugaan yg ALLAH bg kepada saya and saya katakan pasti ada hikmah disebalik ape yg berlaku...and akhirnya saya pasti ape hikamah yang saya dapat daripada dugaan yg ALLAH bg kepada saya ni.....

Now saya bole jalan x seburuk dulu, akhirnya ALLAH makbulkan juga doa yg saya pinta setiap kali solat saya, setiap kali sebelum saya terlena, setiap doa saya dlm ape yg saya lakukan, sy mohon kepada ALLAH supaya saya dpt berjalan seperti biasa tanpa rasa sakit yg teramat and tanpa terhencut2, walaupun masih ada rasa sakit tapi saya tetap bersyukur yg saya mampu jalan seperti biasa...


Bersyukur yg teramat dengan rahmat ALLAH ini....terimakasih ya ALLAH walaupun dua kali dugaan patah peha ni diberi tp hikmah yg diberi sangat bermakna buat saya....Terima Kasih Ya ALLAH....


P/S: Kepada bonda and family, doctor, nurse, fisio incharge saya, thank you so much for your support and advice.....really appreciate it...(^_^) 


Akhir kata saya, bersabar dengan dugaan ALLAH kerana hikmahnya pasti ada, samaada cepat atau lambat....sentiasa bersyukur kerana dugaan org lain mungkin lebih berat dr ape yg ALLAH beri kepada kita.....

MY RAMADHAN FOR 2015!!!!!




Alhamdulillah masih diberi kesempatan untuk berpuasa lagi pada tahun ini, walaupun berpuasa dgn keadaan saya yg x bole keluar rumah, just kene stay dkt rumah coz my broken bone I cannot walk so stay at home and complete my research paper for my master....even x dpt nk berpuasa secara normal, xleh kesana kemari, X leh pegi masjid for tarawih, x leh memasak sangat, x leh mcm2 laaa tp masih bersyukur kerana masih dpt merasa nikmat berpuasa.......

Bersyukur masih diberi peluang untuk berubah, bersyukur kerana diberi peluang untuk beribadah walaupun terbatas pegerakan, apa yg bole saya katakan kepada yg sihat tp x g tarawih tu sila lah rasa rugi teramat2 dkt dalam diri tu bila ALLAH beri nikmay kesihatan yg baik tp x pergi utuk beribadah setahun sekali ni mmg sangat2 rugi,  mcm sy ni xleh jalan semua, just bole dgr dari jauh bunyi org berjemaah tarawih yg hanya kita dapat dgr n buat sekali je setahun, mmg rasa sedih, rasa betapa ruginya saya pada ramadhan yg lepas hanya beberapa kali sempat bertarawih kerana tuntutan kerja, n ramadhan kali ini ALLAH tarik nikmat berjalan saya, hanya mampu beirbadah di rumah, tahun depan jika merasa lagi ramadhan IN SHA ALLAH selagi mampu saya akan mengerjakan ibadah ini sepenuhnya...

Mesti ramai fikir yg saya stress, nope saya x stress cuma kadang2 tu rasa laaa bosan sbb terbatas nk buat semua benda, semua kene mintak tolong dgn org, n org yg selalu ada disisi saya of course my beautiful mother, org yg saya x mampu balas jasa beliau sampai akhir hayat saya, nk ganti dgn nyawa pn rasanya x terbalas lg budi nya, thank you mom, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!.....

Mesti ada juga diluar sana yg mengalami nasib yang sama, bila ALLAH tarik nikmat kita nk berjalan or anyting yg ALLAH tarik samaada sementara or selamanya, just fikir balik ape yg kita pernah buat masa lepas n angap laa dugaan ni sebagai penghapus dosa kita n ingat ALLAH bg dugaan untuk org yg dia sayang samaada untuk menguji, menyedarkan or anything, kita just tempuh dgn tabah n percayalah pasti ada Hikmah disebalik ape yg ALLAH beri dekat kita x kisah laaa baik, buruknya ape yg ALLAH beri tu tp pasti ada hikmah yg kita akn dpt x kisah laaa skrg or di akhirat esk....

Akhir kata dlm entry ni quote yg saya selalu tanamkan dalam diri ni "ALLAH x duga kita benda yg kita x mampu nk tangung, seberat mana pun dugaan tu ALLAH pasti akan bantu kita untuk hadapinya, so diri kita kene sentiasa positive jgn fikir buruk jeee mmg susah nk hadapi semua benda".

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN......


SECOND TIME FEMUR FRACTURE....HOSPITAL AGAIN!!!!!


Info about femur fracture, this is my second time for femur fracture(patah tulang peha) this is a info for who want to know about this bone fracture.....(^__^)

Usualy if u admited in goverment so it will take one month for operation and obeservation, but if you go to private hospital it only takes 2 weeks, depends on which hospital and the cost also depends on which hospital that u go....before this when i asked the private hospital the total cost for this operation is around RM25000, unfortunately my insurance is pay & claim so i choose goverment hospital because i don't want to give a burden to my parents.....




HOSPITAL FOR SECOND TIME (!_!)







Your thighbone (femur) is the longest and strongest bone in your body. Because the femur is so strong, it usually takes a lot of force to break it. Car crashes, for example, are the number one cause of femur fractures.
The long, straight part of the femur is called the femoral shaft. When there is a break anywhere along this length of bone, it is called a femoral shaft fracture.
The femoral shaft runs from below the hip to where the bone begins to widen at the knee.
Types of Femoral Shaft Fractures
Femur fractures vary greatly, depending on the force that causes the break. The pieces of bone may line up correctly or be out of alignment (displaced), and the fracture may be closed (skin intact) or open (the bone has punctured the skin).
Doctors describe fractures to each other using classification systems. Femur fractures are classified depending on:
  • The location of the fracture (the femoral shaft is divided into thirds: distal, middle, proximal)
  • The pattern of the fracture (for example, the bone can break in different directions, such as cross-wise, length-wise, or in the middle)
  • Whether the skin and muscle above the bone is torn by the injury
The most common types of femoral shaft fractures include:
Transverse fracture. In this type of fracture, the break is a straight horizontal line going across the femoral shaft.
Oblique fracture. This type of fracture has an angled line across the shaft.
Spiral fracture. The fracture line encircles the shaft like the stripes on a candy cane. A twisting force to the thigh causes this type of fracture.
Comminuted fracture. In this type of fracture, the bone has broken into three or more pieces. In most cases, the number of bone fragments corresponds with the amount of force required to break the bone.
Open fracture. If a bone breaks in such a way that bone fragments stick out through the skin or a wound penetrates down to the broken bone, the fracture is called an open or compound fracture. Open fractures often involve much more damage to the surrounding muscles, tendons, and ligaments. They have a higher risk for complications — especially infections— and take a longer time to heal.
Cause
Femoral shaft fractures in young people are frequently due to some type of high-energy collision. The most common cause of femoral shaft fracture is a motor vehicle or motorcycle crash. Being hit by a car as a pedestrian is another common cause, as are falls from heights and gunshot wounds.
A lower-force incident, such as a fall from standing, may cause a femoral shaft fracture in an older person who has weaker bones.
Symptoms
A femoral shaft fracture usually causes immediate, severe pain. You will not be able to put weight on the injured leg, and it may look deformed — shorter than the other leg and no longer straight.
Doctor Examination

Medical History and Physical Examination

It is important that your doctor know the specifics of how you hurt your leg. For example, if you were in a car accident, it would help your doctor to know how fast you were going, whether you were the driver or a passenger, whether you were wearing your seat belt, and if the airbags went off. This information will help your doctor determine how you were hurt and whether you may be hurt somewhere else.
It is also important for your doctor to know whether you have other health conditions like high blood pressure, diabetes, asthma, or allergies. Your doctor will also ask you about any medications you take.
After discussing your injury and medical history, your doctor will do a careful examination. He or she will assess your overall condition, and then focus on your leg. Your doctor will look for:
  • An obvious deformity of the thigh/leg (an unusual angle, twisting, or shortening of the leg)
  • Breaks in the skin
  • Bruises
  • Bony pieces that may be pushing on the skin
After the visual inspection, your doctor will then feel along your thigh, leg, and foot looking for abnormalities and checking the tightness of the skin and muscles around your thigh. He or she will also feel for pulses. If you are awake, your doctor will test for sensation and movement in your leg and foot.

Imaging Tests

Other tests that will provide your doctor with more information about your injury include:
  • X-rays. The most common way to evaluate a fracture is with x-rays, which provide clear images of bone. X-rays can show whether a bone is intact or broken. They can also show the type of fracture and where it is located within the femur.
  • Computed tomography (CT) scan. If your doctor still needs more information after reviewing your x-rays, he or she may order a CT scan. A CT scan shows a cross-sectional image of your limb. It can provide your doctor with valuable information about the severity of the fracture. For example, sometimes the fracture lines can be very thin and hard to see on an x-ray. A CT scan can help your doctor see the lines more clearly.
Treatment

Nonsurgical Treatment

Most femoral shaft fractures require surgery to heal. It is unusual for femoral shaft fractures to be treated without surgery. Very young children are sometimes treated with a cast. For more information on that, see Pediatric Thighbone (Femur) Fracture.

Surgical Treatment

Timing of surgery. If the skin around your fracture has not been broken, your doctor will wait until you are stable before doing surgery. Open fractures, however, expose the fracture site to the environment. They urgently need to be cleansed and require immediate surgery to prevent infection.
For the time between initial emergency care and your surgery, your doctor will place your leg either in a long-leg splint or in skeletal traction. This is to keep your broken bones as aligned as possible and to maintain the length of your leg.
Skeletal traction is a pulley system of weights and counterweights that holds the broken pieces of bone together. It keeps your leg straight and often helps to relieve pain.
External fixation. In this type of operation, metal pins or screws are placed into the bone above and below the fracture site. The pins and screws are attached to a bar outside the skin. This device is a stabilizing frame that holds the bones in the proper position so they can heal.
External fixation is usually a temporary treatment for femur fractures. Because they are easily applied, external fixators are often put on when a patient has multiple injuries and is not yet ready for a longer surgery to fix the fracture. An external fixator provides good, temporary stability until the patient is healthy enough for the final surgery. In some cases, an external fixator is left on until the femur is fully healed, but this is not common.
External fixation is often used to hold the bones together temporarily when the skin and muscles have been injured.
Intramedullary nailing. Currently, the method most surgeons use for treating femoral shaft fractures is intramedullary nailing. During this procedure, a specially designed metal rod is inserted into the marrow canal of the femur. The rod passes across the fracture to keep it in position.
An intramedullary nail can be inserted into the canal either at the hip or the knee through a small incision. It is screwed to the bone at both ends. This keeps the nail and the bone in proper position during healing.
Intramedullary nails are usually made of titanium. They come in various lengths and diameters to fit most femur bones.
Intramedullary nailing provides strong, stable, full-length fixation.
Plates and screws. During this operation, the bone fragments are first repositioned (reduced) into their normal alignment. They are held together with special screws and metal plates attached to the outer surface of the bone.
Plates and screws are often used when intramedullary nailing may not be possible, such as for fractures that extend into either the hip or knee joints.
(Left) This x-ray shows a healed femur fracture treated with intramedullary nailing. (Right) In this x-ray, the femur fracture has been treated with plates and screws.
Recovery
Most femoral shaft fractures take 4 to 6 months to completely heal. Some take even longer, especially if the fracture was open or broken into several pieces.

Weightbearing

Many doctors encourage leg motion early in the recovery period. It is very important to follow your doctor's instructions for putting weight on your injured leg to avoid problems.
In some cases, doctors will allow patients to put as much weight as possible on the leg right after surgery. However, you may not be able to put full weight on your leg until the fracture has started to heal. It is very important to follow your doctor's instructions carefully.
When you begin walking, you will most likely need to use crutches or a walker for support.

Physical Therapy

Because you will most likely lose muscle strength in the injured area, exercises during the healing process are important. Physical therapy will help to restore normal muscle strength, joint motion, and flexibility.
A physical therapist will most likely begin teaching you specific exercises while you are still in the hospital. The therapist will also help you learn how to use crutches or a walker.
Complications

Complications from Femoral Shaft Fractures

Femoral shaft fractures can cause further injury and complications.
  • The ends of broken bones are often sharp and can cut or tear surrounding blood vessels or nerves.
  • Acute compartment syndrome may develop. This is a painful condition that occurs when pressure within the muscles builds to dangerous levels. This pressure can decrease blood flow, which prevents nourishment and oxygen from reaching nerve and muscle cells. Unless the pressure is relieved quickly, permanent disability may result. This is a surgical emergency. During the procedure, your surgeon makes incisions in your skin and the muscle coverings to relieve the pressure.
  • Open fractures expose the bone to the outside environment. Even with good surgical cleaning of the bone and muscle, the bone can become infected. Bone infection is difficult to treat and often requires multiple surgeries and long-term antibiotics.

Complications from Surgery

In addition to the risks of surgery in general, such as blood loss or problems related to anesthesia, complications of surgery may include:
  • Infection
  • Injury to nerves and blood vessels
  • Blood clots
  • Fat embolism (bone marrow enters the blood stream and can travel to the lungs; this can also happen from the fracture itself without surgery)
  • Malalignment or the inability to correctly position the broken bone fragments
  • Delayed union or nonunion (when the fracture heals slower than usual or not at all)
  • Hardware irritation (sometimes the end of the nail or the screw can irritate the overlying muscles and tendons)

MASTER IN CUSTOMER SERVICE FACULTY BUSINESS (coursework)





Currently I tgh nk complete kan this master dkt UiTM (sentiasa di hatiku) poyo x??? hahahahah, a little bit info about this course laaaa.....Course ni still baru lg laaa, I the second batch for this course, firstly sape amik course ni either part time or full time your class will be on saturday and sunday, coz x ramai so xleh nk asingkan, so kalau u all nk full time yg class weekdays g cr kawan2 seramai 15org untuk bukak satu class asing dgn part time hiihihih....


For this course jugak dia pakai modul based, means you balaja 1 subject aka course for the whole month, so every month u jumpa subject aka course baru, mmg jam pala otak, kene complete the whole subject aka course utk one month and u kene attend class yg dr pg sampai petang n u blaja 1 ni jeee, ko rasa???sbb kan nk cpt for 1 class u kene habiskan more than 5 chapter, tp lama2 dh biasa laa kan, tp sblm dibiasakan tu mmg kejutan budaya...


Whatever pun rasanya semua course ada pros and cons nya laaa, so tempuh je lah coz keputusan nk sambung master and course ape kat tangan diri sendiri but I think universiti should explain more detail about the course.  

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My name is Siti Radiana Bt Rahim....... My mom Puan Hasnah n my father Rahim.. My brother Muhammad Al-Zaman n my sister Siti Rahimah... Welcome to this blog, its all about me,,,maybe you can learn something here, just take a look and follow me hehehe..enjoy your read n thank you very much,,,

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